The fact that I so strongly believed I had closure that I posted about it shows you how delusional I can be when I really want something.
Or maybe I did have it at first. But when I found out my parents had flight vouchers that have to be used by August, in a large enough amount that would have covered 2 plane tickets to Ohio in June to visit my new niece or nephew, whatever may have been closed was bashed back open, and I couldn’t stop myself from thinking about how perfect it would have been to take the guy to meet my family then because he wouldn’t have to pay for the trip and they could meet him before I brought him to my cousin’s wedding later that summer.
What I didn’t realize, obviously, was that announcing you have closure negates the closure. It’s like being breezy.
Oh well. At least now I know for next time!